Live Life Your Way

I’m yours my dear girl, I am yours. =)

You don’t have to be afraid anymore. Because i am here for you. Now, Then, Forever.

Everything’s a mess isn’t it.

Just want a REAL normal life. =)

No actually. No surprises. I would be surprised if it actually happened.

I thought there would be no one else anymore… But i found you..

You showed me that i could still love.

You gave the strength and confidence and you helped me find my identity back.

I am truly grateful. Truly thankful.

But now, i am just a lonely person.

PS. Look no further. I am right here in front of you. Have been looking so long for you..

Excited? Am i supposed to be? No i don’t have that excitement in me. It’s almost as if i feel that it won’t happen.

When there is nothing left to believe, nothing left to lose.

All you have left is yourself standing alone in this frantic world.

Look back. Look for me. I’ll always be there. Standing at the very same spot you left me.

You’ll find me smiling at you with welcoming arms.

PS. It’s almost as if I’ve know you for a long time. Longer than we both know it.

No. It wasn’t because i was toying with your feelings.

It wasn’t because i found another girl.

I never said why.

I guess i left you hanging.

I shedded tears for you that day. It hurts, but i have to do it anyway.

I always hated the guy who stole my ex girlfriend. Definitely don’t want to be the guy that i hate.

Humans have a tendancy to forget. Forget just how much things hurt.

My xmas wishes?

I wish I never helped.

I wish I never met you.

No I do not know what i want, but neither are you making it any better for me. I am right aren’t I? Though i keep denying, I know i am right. Prove me wrong and i shall take back my words. You are just playing with me. I’m just a toy. I’m just given the attention when you are bored, and thrown aside when you are done. The whole process repeats again and again. Why did you even give me such false hopes? Suan le bah. It’s not worth it at all.

I lay down on the sand, looking at the stary skies.

Tears just flow down from my cheeks.

Do you know just how much pain I went through.

Or how much it pains me just to know that we can never ever be together.

Just hold my hand for now. Treasure this short moment we have.

Your eyes. They are beautiful.

I love you.

Love my love my
I still love my

My valentine running rings around me
Hanging by a thread but we’re loosening , loosening
The sparks were flyin’ not the type that we need
Bringing a fire that is burning me , burning me

(I know) Nobody said that it’d be easy
(My heart) That we could find a way ,make a way
(But you don’t) You don’t prioritize me

How’m I s’posed to believe yours games will ever change ,ever change

/CHORUS/

It’s such a dirty mess imperfect at it’s best
But it’s my love ,my love ,my bloody valentine
Sometimes i wanna leave but then I watch you next to me
My love ,my love ,my bloody valentine
Maybe I should but still i just can’t walk away
Try to convince me once again that I should stay
Through all the brokenness this bleeding heart must confess
I love my love my bloody valentine

Love my love my
I still love my (bloody valentine)

I opene doors but you close them on me
I’m compromising won’t you show the same ,help the change
You’re phone is ringing it says shorty ,so tell me
What’s her name ,how’d she get your number?
Don’t try to be playin’ me
(Cuz i’ll know) Before you even say anything
(But I hope) You wouldn’t lie to me ,don’t lie to me
You know that we’ve been here before
OH Don’t patronize ,don’t feed me lines
Just change your ways yeah make it right

The infinite amount of power within your reach.

The insatiable taste for power.

The greed and evil.